Asyraf "bobo" Ariffin’s blog

1st of all, i wanna say sorry to GOD.. i said that god wasnt on our side.. in fact, god did his job n protect my family with everything.. wealth, health, courage n bravery.. THANK YOU GOD!

my family is doing well now.. my dad got a new car.. hah! Perdana V6! whooo! WLN 287! do say hello to the driver when he/she passes u by.. hahahaha! everything's stable now..

n i wanna thank everyone that's been on my side.. they supported me all the way! i really love them..  especially lisa, syakira, farah liyana, hakim, redzuan, hilmi, daus, n others.. LOVE Y'ALL! dont ever leave my side..

this is the real story of my family..

about 4 months ago, my dad confessed to us (my siblings), he told us that he went bankrupt.. i was so shocked that night.. i cried myself to bed.. thinking how the hell can we get through this..

last month, we had to pay off the house for about rm33,000... we were really struggling to the end.. the deadline to pay off was on 26th March 2008. so we called everyone that we can get to collect the money.. alhamdulillah we got the money on time.. so now, we just got another letter telling us that we have to pay another rm22,000.. on top of our heads, "we're FUCKED!". at 20th March 2008, we had 4 cars.. now, we only have 1 which is my eldest brother's car.. 2 of them we sell it off.. 1 got into a huge accident n cant be repaired, total wreck.. my entire life, my dad never took a cab home.. 9teen years later, i saw it for the first time.. it was a fucking painful memory to have.. really.. it does..

i just cant look at my dad's face.. all sad.. damn.. every night, i will see my mum cry.. it is really depressing.. i wish everything will be fine.. but i guess god are not on our side now.. sad to say, i cried every night thinking bout my family.. what on earth will the future bring us..

till then...

my brother's fine right now.. he just has a deep cut on his forehead, broken arm n bruised leg.. alhamdulillah to that! n thx lisa! i really need someone to support me right now..

its a really been a fucked up year for my family... those who knew bout my family, this is not the bad news, this is just the start! FUCK! my brother, pot was involved in a huge accident at 3:45a.m this morning.. he's now in the hospital waiting for the surgery! its really FUCKED UP! my life's a FUCKING MESS rite now!

hahahaha! suck it PERAK! winners talk, LOSERS WALK! we won guys! 2-1! u can suck my "not so white" BALLS! lol!

i felt that i've been used by some of my friends... i really do felt that.. its true! maybe i'm a little bit sensitive than the others? hmm.. not sure.. but its the small things that counts such as "jom ar mkn!(eventhough he knows u got no money)" or "duit minyak duit minyak!".. i dont rreally care bout those things until farah told me, "u x terase ke klau u kne cmtu?".. then i did felt it.. its a FUCKED UP situation... i guess its not true what they say, "FRIENDS FOREVER!"

BULLSHIT!

my nephew NIK AIRIEL DANIEL! just a couple months old.. i love him since he was born! cant get enough of him! 1 thing i know how to stop his "mind-boggling scream" is let him take a look at our fish in the waterfall.. but it is tiring for my mum to walk to the pond.. so, i've bought him a tank full of fish n colourful rocks in it! it was awesome.. the moment i got home, i was soooo excited to put the fish into the tank.. when i finally got the fishes into the tank, he was excited to see the fish! i love when i see his face was so happy n whatnot!

*i will always love u nik airiel daniel! "paksu" will always protect u from the devil below!

okay.. so this is my first blog! n i'm quite excited to write this! anyway, i'm struggling rite now with my life. BUT, there's somone there who i can share my feelings with! n thats LISA! i dont regret being friends with her from the moment i met her! she's a cool gal who plays guitar(which i'm considering her to join my newly-formed band!). haha!

enough bout that!

LAST TIME WE HANGED OUT TOGETHER!

i want to recall what LISA did to adib! hahaha! that was some funny shit.. but the sad thing was that i couldnt laugh at them coz lisa was soooo upset with ana(i think!). hahaha! but then lisa didnt talk to us several hours? i was like DAMN! coz she's the one i talked to all day there! i tried to cheer her up by starting a stupid converse... sry! haha! few hours after that, what kind of sweet mother nature has done to her, she was ok! tq mother nature! hahaha! then we 'lepak' outside of the STARBUCKS(which ammar DIDNT buy me a stupid vanilla frap! lol! kidding!) and we started opening stories bout lisa's debate competition held at her school... it was FUCKING FUNNY! i think i caught a heart-attack, hernia, appendix, n a mind-numbing MIGRAIN just by laughing over some stupid silly jokes! but it was the best day of my entire life? hmm... FUCK YEAH! it was awesome! damn! i miss hanging out with her! hugs n kisses to u lisa! take good care of urself n dont argue too damn much with ur sister!

*this first post is dedicated to the lovely girl named lisa..(with brilliant reasons) ONE!